◑The Last that Last's Forever...

That last Sunshine...
And the last Night...
The Vibes of Moments...
Or holding bonds tight...

The last Scoop of ice-cream...
or the last merry Dance...
The skipped photoshoot...
It was our last chance...

The keychain and the Notes...
The last Photograph...
The last tear you wiped...
Behind My fake laugh...

A dream walk through the Garden...
The last stroll in the mall...
Last Social sites conversations...
and high-pitched Crazy Call...

The last time you Stepped...
With your wedges pretty you know...
The last drama of being hurt...
Behind the Smile I wouldn't show...

Last time calling by your pet-name...

or the vows we made together ...
The last time I made a friend...
To stand Beside me in any weather...

The last Drop of Tear...
and Those last Smiles...
Inamorata, Your Sneaking eyes...
Confiding lost, Separation by Miles...

The last time I looked...
through the window pane of your Car...
Consider me dead, the voice echoed...
leaving all the hurts and scar...

Last time I reincarnated...
the memories that started with hye(s)...
You'll be my friend forever...
no matter how many Goodbye(s)...

Obama Seeks the Father of Nation...

On his last visit Nov 8,2010 
Obama, in the guest book had written: 

"We will always remember the great soul who changed the world with his message of peace, tolerance and love. More than 60 years after his passing, his light continues to inspire the world."

2015, is yet another year 
when he presided over the 
most auspicious occasion of our country - 
The Republic Day.
While travelling down the streets of 'swacch India' 
he takes a trip down memory lane and 
reminisce about the Father of Nation - 
Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi
His heart urges to seek him -




In Search of you
I wandered here and there
Looked for you in the currency notes
That your countrymen behold with care

I wished that you could come out of it
So that I could make you see
That people who are your fondest
Were fighting beneath the tree

The fight wasn't a physical one
You were the subject matter there
Oh! What an ecstatic thing that could be
If you personally appear before them, rather in paper

In search of you
I wandered here and there
Found you in the graveyard
Lying amidst the egoistic air

I wished that you do not rest in peace
And reincarnate yourself to see
The egoistic clashes between the people
Sounding quite similar to the buzzes of bee

The clash was of an accident
You were the subject matter there
Oh! How delightful it would be
If you go and say- let's be fair!

In relentless search of you
I wandered here and there
Found you on those wall hangings
Of govt. Offices which are dusted rare

I wished you come out of the frame
And have a better angle to see
The shaking of hands beneath the table
In a carefree country, which is free

The hands weren't empty
You were the subject matter here too, see
Oh! How lovely it would be
If they see you in person and flee

In search of you
I scanned each one's soul
Found your spirit alive
Yet body becoming Godse, as a whole

I wished you descent from heavenly abode
And inflict in them your idealogies again
So that they drain out their vices
And let the love flow through their veins

These vices won't diminish
Until you continue to be the subject matter
You are being missed Gandhi
Please! Come out of that green paper...

What Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. said remains true today - the spirit of Gandhi is very much alive in India today. And it remains a great gift to the world. May we always live in his spirit of love and peace - among all people and nations" 
-he wrote in the visitors book at the Mahatma Gandhi's memorial at Rajghat.

◑ The inner Dilemma ◐

...Do You Ever Pick Up Your Cell, Look Up For A Contact And Realize That You Are Not Supposed To Call Them Anymore??

Because They Probably Are Not Expecting Or Would Hate To See Your Name Even. 

It's Like A Battle You Have To Fight Everyday With Yourself. 

What Do You Do??-- Hide Your Phone?? Or Sleep To Forget?? Pretend Happy?? Or Just Delete Their Contacts. 

'Coz Lets Get Real , No Matter How Hard You Try To Convince Yourself …One Thing You Cannot Do Is To Delete Them From Your Mind..!!

They Are Taking Away Your Peace And Are Leaving You To Fight With Your Inner Self And Trust The Fact That No Matter How Long The Fight Continues; No Matter Whoever Wins;

It’s Ultimately You Who Lose...

The Worst Part, You Are Hurt; And They Are Gone. Now You Either Keep Telling Your Heart; How Bad And Selfish They Were In The First Place, Which Totally Works. . Or You Wait...

...Wait For Them To Realise!! 

...Wait For Them To Ponder!! 

...Wait For Them To Come Back!!

I Hate To Say It, But Meanwhile All Your Waits They Are Choosing Everyday Not To Be With You , Finding Every Single Reason They Could Be Away And Yet Not Show Themselves As Guilty !!

Now What Do You Do?? 

                   Sleep To Forget!! Sleep Until You Forget!! Sleep Until All Your Thoughts Subsides...

...And Then One Fine Day You Wake Up And Not Have Them On Your Mind. 

Even If You Hear Their Name Or Read It Somewhere; It Won't Hit You. 

It Won't Hit You The Way It Did. .

Perhaps You Will Turn The Neck, Introspect What Has Changed You But That Will Be Just Normal And You Won't Feel Anything; Nothing At All... 

The Day You Feel Nothing Is 

The Day You Start Living Again..!!

This Was One Part; The Other Part Could Be Altogether Different!!

Why Even Bring Yourself Into Such A Situation?? 

Why Let Your Peace Be Away?? 

Yes We Know Its Hard to Go Back to a Place That’s Filled with Inexplicable, Heart Breaking yet Fond Memories and People You Never Wanted to Let Go Off… 

But It’s Totally Worth Going Back Sometimes..

So What Do You Do Now?? 

The Whole Point Is To Find Out The Things That Matter And Hold Onto Them And Fight For Them Relentlessly And Refuse To Let Them Go. . 

Hug Them So Tight That All Your Broken Pieces Sticks Back Together. 

Earn Time; Do Mend The Broken Things For Ignorance Is Not Bliss. 

Apologize. Even When Apologizing, Turn On The Charm. 

I Bet It Works!! 

Even If They Had Reached A Point Where They No Longer Expect Anything From You It Won’t Stop Them From Falling In Love With You All Over Again...

Choosing The Former or the Latter Part Is One’s Own Free Will. 

“Grudges Are For Those Who Insist That They Are Owed Something; Forgiveness, However, Is For Those Who Are Substantial Enough To Move On.”  

People Will Forget What You Said, They Will Forget What You Did, But They Will Never Forget How You Made Them Feel..!! 

In The End Nothing Matters More Than The Peace Of Mind And The Peace Of Inner self!!

"But The Quarrels Make You Stronger

The Fragments Make You Wiser

And Happiness Has Its Own Way Of Taking 

Its Sweet Time

Life Isn’t Always Beautiful But It’s A Beautiful Ride"

Emptiness●๋•

●๋• I Wanted To Pen Down Exactly What I Am Feeling; But Somehow The Text Area Stayed Empty...

●๋• And i Could Not Have Described It Any Better :)

Please don't squeeze me like a lemon :D

Dear LIFE,

You promised me a lot.. 
But what you have given me has surpassed all that u promised ...
I knew that both beauty and ugliness would come my way for nothing comes unalloyed in life..
My life has encompassed both good and bad because u have made me understand only too well that nothing comes unalloyed ... 
When i look back and also regard the present , i realise that the richness of life is in bringing all these experiences together and weaving a beaautiful tapestry of them.. When i try to achieve my goals in haste, u slow me down.. 
u teach me patience, the value of waiting for what is worthwile.. 
u teach me that life is everflowing; like the river ~~~that gets around so many bends and boulders .. 
u also make me flow over and around obstacles and difficulties... The trajectory i choose for myself now is different, on account of the lessons u have taught me. 
By choosing not to identify myself completely with difficulties that come my way, i look beyond them and myself , despite my multiple identities , to the spiritually awakened self that's inside me... You often squeeze me like a lemon and so stress, pain and defeat become part of my experiences,.. u make demands on me .. i was made to take on responsibilty , to care for others and to give something back to u... how ever, when the demands became excessive u have shown me that sometimes i have to be squeezed to give out my best... Looking back, i find that u have enriched me with a gamut of experiences ... u've let me experience the fact that being tested does not mean one has to escape from u... In the course of my life... so many things happened.. but not every happening was significant...   Life u r a twin sister of time... u have impressed upon me that i should do and undertake only work and activities that promote life, not destroy it... Yet may i request u  :  Please dont squeeze me like a lemon. .. i have learnt my lessons and the need to put up a good fight and keep the faith.. i will celebrate u and not waste the opportunity.. and when i whisper a prayer,
i will say 
"thank you life, for the gift of self to me "