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Saturday 12 July 2014

◑ The inner Dilemma ◐

...Do You Ever Pick Up Your Cell, Look Up For A Contact And Realize That You Are Not Supposed To Call Them Anymore??
Because They Probably Are Not Expecting Or Would Hate To See Your Name Even. 


It's Like A Battle You Have To Fight Everyday With Yourself. 

What Do You Do??-- Hide Your Phone?? Or Sleep To Forget?? Pretend Happy?? Or Just Delete Their Contacts. 

'Coz Lets Get Real , No Matter How Hard You Try To Convince Yourself …One Thing You Cannot Do Is To Delete Them From Your Mind..!!

They Are Taking Away Your Peace And Are Leaving You To Fight With Your Inner Self And Trust The Fact That No Matter How Long The Fight Continues; No Matter Whoever Wins;
It’s Ultimately You Who Lose...



The Worst Part, You Are Hurt; And They Are Gone. Now You Either Keep Telling Your Heart; How Bad And Selfish They Were In The First Place, Which Totally Works. . Or You Wait...
...Wait For Them To Realise!! 
...Wait For Them To Ponder!! 
...Wait For Them To Come Back!!


I Hate To Say It, But Meanwhile All Your Waits They Are Choosing Everyday Not To Be With You , Finding Every Single Reason They Could Be Away And Yet Not Show Themselves As Guilty !!

Now What Do You Do?? 
                   Sleep To Forget!! Sleep Until You Forget!! Sleep Until All Your Thoughts Subsides...
...And Then One Fine Day You Wake Up And Not Have Them On Your Mind. 
Even If You Hear Their Name Or Read It Somewhere; It Won't Hit You. 
It Won't Hit You The Way It Did. .



Perhaps You Will Turn The Neck, Introspect What Has Changed You But That Will Be Just Normal And You Won't Feel Anything; Nothing At All... 
The Day You Feel Nothing Is 
The Day You Start Living Again..!!



This Was One Part; The Other Part Could Be Altogether Different!!


Why Even Bring Yourself Into Such A Situation?? 
Why Let Your Peace Be Away?? 
Yes We Know Its Hard to Go Back to a Place That’s Filled with Inexplicable, Heart Breaking yet Fond Memories and People You Never Wanted to Let Go Off… 
But It’s Totally Worth Going Back Sometimes..




So What Do You Do Now?? 
The Whole Point Is To Find Out The Things That Matter And Hold Onto Them And Fight For Them Relentlessly And Refuse To Let Them Go. . 


Hug Them So Tight That All Your Broken Pieces Sticks Back Together. 
Earn Time; Do Mend The Broken Things For Ignorance Is Not Bliss. 
Apologize. Even When Apologizing, Turn On The Charm. 
I Bet It Works!! 
Even If They Had Reached A Point Where They No Longer Expect Anything From You It Won’t Stop Them From Falling In Love With You All Over Again...



Choosing The Former or the Latter Part Is One’s Own Free Will. 
“Grudges Are For Those Who Insist That They Are Owed Something; Forgiveness, However, Is For Those Who Are Substantial Enough To Move On.”  
People Will Forget What You Said, They Will Forget What You Did, But They Will Never Forget How You Made Them Feel..!! 

In The End Nothing Matters More Than The Peace Of Mind And The Peace Of Inner self!!


"But The Quarrels Make You Stronger
The Fragments Make You Wiser
And Happiness Has Its Own Way Of Taking 
Its Sweet Time
Life Isn’t Always Beautiful But It’s A Beautiful Ride"






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